“I woke up this morning and the sun was gone.Turned on some music to start my day.I lost myself in a familiar song. I closed my eyes and I slipped away” “It’s more than a feeling, when I hear that old song they used to play begin dreaming ’till I see Marianne walk away I see my Marianne walkin away”
- “More than a Feeling” (Boston)
Ever thought and wondered why emotions or feelings sometimes control what we think of how we react to life?. It’s like a feeling that you dont want to have, but yet you’re always thankful that in this lifetime you’re glad that you get to experience such emotion and feelings like: pain, misery, happiness sorrows,etc. Face it, when we were kids our parents didn’t exactly teach us the basic fundamentals of what each of these emotions mean to us. It’s like, we are left on our own to decipher the inner meanings of each of these emotion or feelings. You’re left on your own an innocent wanderer in a strange and exciting world. Yet with each passing day or week or even a year, we change on what we view on the perspective side of life. Along with these changes, comes new decisions and responsibilities. Decisions, especially when it comes to one of life’s fundamental feeling; falling in love.
It’s a free feeling of caring for someone other than your parents or your sisters or brothers. It’s a feeling that you get when after seeing someone you admired in class or happens to be a friend of your friend’s friend, a new and exciting world is suddenly opened within you. A sudden burst of sweet sensation is suddenly at your disposal, being numb to other things except pure thoughts of that person you admire and how you’d yearn to be by her side at all times. Clearly, your main point is deciding what to do with these feelings or emotions you’re having. The sudden thought of asking her out right then and there crossed your mind, yet in the next minute you decide against it, for fear of rejection or possibly hearing the word “No” coming out of her mouth, is not really what you’d want to hear. But then in the long run, you’d tell her anyway and with it comes another realization, your feelings are controlling what you don’t want them to do. Its like they are having a mind of its own, and you realize that you are helpless in trying to stop it. Its frustrating sometimes to think, that feelings always gets in the way of your thinking and blinds you with the truth of things, but on the other hand, feelings also tells you that you are after all a human being and it is not your fault for having these emotions, and you are not judged for having fallen from it. But rather it’s how you get up from these situations that you’re going through and when it is all said and done, it is within you that lies what they call “having grown up” that really tells who you are as a person in the end. Today, we still encounter such situations, warm feelings and sweet emotions from everything or everyone around us. Although we always tell ourselves that its all in the mind, but then what about what the heart that’s tellin you what’s inside?is it really the heart that controls these feelings, or the mind thats telling you the emotions you’re having today? I think the question I should be asking then is what side of the bed did you wake up this morning? tsk…tsk…
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i woke up feeling horny. i dunno if that counts. ;p
for the c.c part (constructive criticism), just be careful with the S-V stuff. ;p
that’s all.